Lesson 5 Blind

Though I have my bright and clear sight,

I can’t see through something very well.

For my studying, I have the determination to do my best,

Somehow, there is always a puzzle in front of me waiting for my surpassing.

I look up for much information but still trapped in this confusion.

Maybe I want to finish all works efficiently,

Everything around me prohibits my patience to decease.

I have thoughts and considerations but I can’t see the way of answer.

For the emotion,

It seemed never easy to me to hold on it.

The one is too far away and I have to pay much effort to catch up with.

How to deal with or get along with the one better than you?

The Sun and the moon are at the different side as the lyrics of AM PM.

Am I blind to follow this misleading intuition?

Even we have our eyes,

it doesn’t mean we can grasp the gist better or see the true way out.

With the flowing and passing days by days,

Did I see my way correctly or was I lost in the maze?

There’s no map of true life, but I still have to gone on my learning and living.

Whether you glance over here or not,

I wanna say thanks and continuously chase after your back.

Keep being busy and keep surviving.



Well, I have gotta school to enlight my Macroeconomics blind.

Lesson 4 微醺

這是個情緒高漲、有著很多感性的一週

和大家夜烤的星期一，因為有威醇的嬉鬧

或許顯得有些幼稚，但就是這樣才有high感覺

八點半時路人的煙火，彷彿日劇的情節在眼前閃爍

Ivan和士韡也在最後的收烤時串場

後來，惠萍帶了幾罐啤酒

在微緋夜雨中，雖然跟大家認識的還不深

舉杯邀明月，也有幾分酣醉的熟絡

星期三晚上

和龍二、Spark在頂呱呱聊是非

對啊，這是以前所沒有的場景

但現在卻出現在我生活裡的對白

我不清楚這個契機是甚麼

至少，I felt comfortable.

「那個人」，還不知道我的想法吧…

但卻從一頓飯之間或是報告交會中，更顯得絕對的堅強與獨立

在Normal之後，

狂亂的想法在心中騷動

我快忘記自己的真實或是堅持

但唯一的想法，只是想啃食那份我沒有的性格

以為吞噬了會很好過

所以，只想待在這個時間與空間裡吧

從Spark得到的班遊光碟

現在才真有感覺，甚麼叫做難以忘懷的記憶

六年了，雖然分開是兩年前的事情

但在DVD中的面孔

好像胸口湧入的不同溫度的思緒

逐漸淌開

稍晚，吉比的主人在線上與我講話

又是一次難得，

因為已經沒有這樣長談過了吧

是現實的疏遠，還是我們之間的冷淡

或者，這是一種像月亮般改變了面貌的情誼

冷淡總在莫名的時候展開

不喜歡在晚上時離開學校

因為看見昏黃的天色時

總是  湧上心頭

Lesson 3 肯定

Take a deep breathe.

This is a light-hearted weekend with sufficing progress of my reading.

In fact, I know there’d still be much I can do if I tried to consider in detail.

Whatever…take my time for a day off.

I am the one with a desperate personality that I don’t wanna make everything belated and defaulted.

Thought it seemed that I was gradually immersed in this new environment, there was a great gap inside me to express myself.

That doesn’t mean I am shy or introvert, just a sense of distance.

Besides, with loads of reading, I wonder whether I am more intelligent or nimble than before.

I may need something to strengthen or confirm the improvement I can’t see.

I could find my way out hopefully.



Can’t help complaining on those busy men and women…

If you are too busy, please show your sincerity to provide the time available.

And DON’T FORGET that others have to stay at school until late night just for accommodating your life.

What a the respect!

Lesson 2 良人

Because we are not acquainted with each other enough, 

we need to treat everything heartedly. Even there are so many journals and papers every week; 

if I didn’t pay some time on them, I would not read them any more. 

Surely, what is most practical is to pass all semesters and to get content grades. 

However, I think that you can’t treat your members and friends in the same way. 

It is always said to keep a good relationship, but many, in fact, damage theirs gradually with carelessness. 

This week I heard someone say that you are the leader and we are the followers. 

What a steadfast accent! If you had behaved that way, you shouldn’t have said that arbitrarily. 

Then, the rest of the semester means nothing for the group of us.

Shoot something fresh. There were seven brand-new friends of IMBA taking the investing course with us. To be honest, I take them as rare aliens in the earth. (Surely they are parts of aliens.) Maybe they seemed themselves are popular in this class. Besides, I found somebody smart and friendly and it is worthwhile to learn form him or her.

Today was lemon’s birthday but his plan was messed up by Krosa. Another one will live her birthday but I have no time to be there. The last one coming from Taichung today had a dinner with me before she goes abroad. I am appreciated for your encouragement and suggestions to summarize the journals and paper. I will do that and still keep my faith.

因為不熟悉，所以更要用心去體會

即便是每周的journals或是papers，如果我不能花點時間去作紀錄

在這之後，我也不會碰到他們了

人的際遇也是如此吧

掛在嘴邊的要保持良好的人際關係

卻不知不覺地用粗心慢慢折損

其實我有點心痛，聽到別人說他自己是當follower

如果行為上已經是如此

還把話說得那麼徹底

那接下來的學期，就沒有意義了

說這些顯得太過認真了，那就說這週的新鮮事

一門課有了新的IMBA的學生加入

這七個人似乎成了大家眼中的奇珍異寶

也許，他們覺得自己很受歡迎也說不定吧…

除了不喜歡的人之外，也有值得從他身上學習的夥伴

有一位好朋友生日，不巧的是颱風搞砸了他的計畫

也有一位快要生日的好朋友，不巧的是我們辦法抽空參加

還有一位要遠行工作的朋友

在出國之前上來探視台北的我

謝謝你的鼓勵，除了summary紀錄手邊的研究之外

我會繼續用心經營目前的我

Lesson 1 始業

The first week of beginning term was really “fabulous.”

All mates of finance were familiar with this embarrassing situation to dividing into groups for our teamwork cause of mature age we had.

Our term began on this Wednesday, in addition of Moon Festival, and there was a required course on Mondays we had never taken.

Even, we didn’t know who the teacher is.

(It seemed that he or she didn’t want to have a make-up class for the Monday one. However, my schedule are full of reading materials.)

Actually, this semester started only five days but I have a large number of journals to read and many meetings to participate in with discussing the academic topic.

Every additional works like thunder shooting on my head so that I am little exhausted.

If there hadn’t been any holidays as a buffer, I wouldn’t have had enough time to finish every reading.

Weeks after weeks, preview after review, there seems to be one happy thing I can share that I can type my blog or have a deep breathe after advancing the time of my studying.



Keep the faith.





開學第一周可以說是相當"精彩"

或許是因為大家的年紀比較成熟

所以那種｢一回生｣的分組尷尬似乎也就司空見慣了

不過，因為開學日在星期三，加上中秋佳節

實際的上課數到今天也才步入第五天

一門必修｢總體經濟分析｣連兩次放假也沒見過｢待聘教師｣

原訂補課的星期六，也因為老師教授太忙，呈現放空的狀態

然而，放空的是時間，卻不是我個人的schedule

因為每周都有3~6篇的journal和paper

加上大家要先看完，然後抽時間討論

我很懷疑如果某這些假期卡住上課時間

這樣我根本就無法好好準備好每周的衝擊

開學三天的量就好像大學時代的期中考前期

如果硬要說甚麼快樂的事情

大概就是因為提早準備完複習或預習，

我能有一個下午好好喘息吧...

脫皮 Snake Molt

引用：http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_4c69db7d01000bhv.html



我們在長大的過程當中，藉由尋覓偶像、消耗偶像，來辨別自己的真面目、來尋求活下去的熱量。

我們像不斷蛻皮、越長越大的蛇，而偶像呢，只是一個又一個供蛇來磨蹭、足以幫著幼蛇把舊皮蹭下來的，石頭或者樹幹罷了。

蛇蛻下來的殘破舊皮，黏在被棄的石頭或者樹幹上，隨風晃動著，是很殘酷的景象。就像搬家時，抽屜深處總會有幾個偶像簽給我們的簽名照，被毫不留情地清理丟掉。

成長很花力氣，用完了的垃圾，不太能一一呵護保存。

被長長一條人龍排隊索取簽名的作家、政客、明星，在簽名的時候，多少都該領悟，現在被如此興奮索求的簽名，將來都只是化為大家走過的路邊石頭樹幹而已。時機對的，能幫著那條幼蛇蹭去一層舊皮；時機不對的話，派不上一點用場，就被當垃圾丟到腦後去了。

如果我們的偶像，耗損報廢速度太快，我們會偶像缺貨。

當補貨的速度趕不上時，我們就無力可借，要「自力發電」了。

也很好吧，長大了。

偶像，在人生邁向終點的路上，是會愈來愈缺貨的。

序曲 Prelude of the Graduate

Most of college term begins tomorrow.

Though I still have one week off,

I will gradually collect my passion and faith standing by me.

Everytime, I feel regretted of my wishes that should have been complete among my resolution,

but most of my works had been done and I can reset new goals for my coming future.

In addition, try to lead another more autonomic life.

I don't have such an immense ambition like Ray or other gifted guys

becuse of having seldom confidence, experience and talents on myself;

however, I will do y best to  have a more steadfast life than anyone of you.



Don't worry about where freedom is that will set us more comfortable.

Willing to be lonely without fear.

There are happiness and loneliness in our life.

We should cherish ourselves and live a better tomorrow.



{Resolution of second half 2007}

1. Keep learning oral talking and vocabulary of English (NYT, WSJ).

2. Embrace more knowledge of Finance & Economy.

3. Meet a bosom friend and a nice girlfriend.

4. Get things done right away.

5. Develop good habits of jogging and being punctual.

6. Acquire some licenses.