Difficult loading and confusing cases were spreading on the desk.
I was so tried to face all the work because of my distraction or jealousy.
In this chaotic period,
I tried to reflect on myself and found that I was also affected by the peers.
Sometimes, the factual society I have to face in the future makes me cynical and frustrated.
I want to believe what I did and chose.
But, in fact, I was somehow knocked out by the cruel and disability.
Who aren't be of ability to make achievement and become famous?
For myself, I would like to believe success is step by step.
I am the normal and normal to the earth.
"Miserere mei." Give some mercy on me.
I want a mentor to guise my life.
Cause I've been walking alone for a long time.
I want a pal or bosom friend.
Cause I am too weak to stand any independence and isolation.
Where's my happiness and tenderness?
Where's my peace in mind?
Where's the right way?
I hope I do not go wrong so far.
I rely on the God, do I?
Hope this semester will give me the answer.
It occurred to me u quoted this sentence,"Eloi,
回覆刪除Eloi, lama sabachthani" before.
If what u said above is sincere, then u know what?
"Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall
find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you."
Hope u can realize what it really means someday.
Ask? I don't want to see them open their greedy inside to me.
回覆刪除Knock? I had been knock out by their selfish.
It's the time to do the decision on my only little mercy.
People I have known recently are good at protecting themselves rather than taking
the risk with me. So? Shall I ask for them to go to hell?
Even you hid yourself and gave such a lesson,
thanks but no thanks!