Before the Ritual

As what you said in the conference of the new book publication,

I rethought my current life again.

Definitely, 我們不能奢求他們可以有哪些作為，但是我們得靠自己活下去。

Maybe I am the one counting more on others without consciousness.

I resorted to the actions of feedback but got nothing.

Moreover, it has seemed that I am destined to wait for such a long time.

Even the result might be either an enormous failure or success.



Wishes and promises became so subtle and unimportant to me.

I still felt frustrated and lacked of confidence to carrying on

though I recalled the cults of my faith once more.

An anonymous suffocation, which mixed with half freedom and half no-choice,

emerged from the deepest corner of my soul.

Last but not least,

What should do to endure negative emotions and find the Happily-Ever-After?



你好嗎? 很久沒聯絡的小龍先生，

無聲的、遲來的恭賀希望你能見諒，希望我也能像你一樣好。



電話另一頭的先生，您得繼續努力喔，如果生活乏味的話...



名之為黑色的日子，蟄伏、沉潛，仍須努力。





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金精石英，冰輝沼清。

高堂懸影，仁壽摛聲。

雲開月見，水淨珠明。