This was the first week of new semester.
Beside of the new courses and the application of sharing student,
I found that many classmates try to reform their appearance and express their new resolution!?
For myself, I pretended that I was a cool one and behaved indifferently to this peers.
The reason I did that because of the lack of confidence on classmates and friendship.
In addition, some were declined to "depend on" other's decision to make their determination.
Is It hard for them to be independent of others?
Or am I too subject to judge the people I am tired of in the right way?
Yes, I know myself clearly.
I tried to imagine that I was desperate from other's field and stayed alone.
But I just wanna protect my soul for peace and intactness.
When I need someone's help, where are you, guys?
I don't deem the words you said for errands or routine.
If you can not pay some attention on people,
you shall not make a promise or commitment to somebody like me.
Promise is a big word no matter what kind of the form it's expressed by you or me.
Moreover, the question that why are you here and where do you go forward is clear in your mind. We are permitted to ask for some reference but not to quest what your decision is.
The chill and silent wall around me is easy to transpires.
Only if you would like to render your sincerity and inner notions to me will you get the return from my soul and appreciation.
15 credits, hmm...it was a hard work for my last semester.
I used all my efforts to survive from that.
Many of my classmates urge themselves to get 18 this semester.
I assume it should be a huge loading to me.
But why not to give it a try.
Just being silence and talking nothing are the simple way to pass the course, right?
Oops...how cynical I am.
Sound like a pathetic beginning of my new semester.
Well...let it be. I will encourage myself to study hard and to be myself.
Altruism is only existent in the myth and dream.
FRM goes on.
And my life goes on.
