2008/10/25

Course 6 - Fixing

It’s refreshing for me to have the course of venture capital and entrepreneurship.

Not because the course can enrich my knowledge, the teacher,
林炯垚, tries his best to motivate us to learn English.

As a graduate in Taiwan , we lack of the opportunity to learn English, or immerse ourselves in a full-Eng environment.

So it’s hard to catch up or accumulate our ability to connect to the world of communication in Eng.




Well, I still touch many theses and studies written in Eng. ,

but I don’t think it’s enough for me to catch up with the “international-self.”

In our normal course of routine, we still keep one-way-lecture.

Even the lecturers encouraged us to ask some questions or add more interaction among the course,

no one wanted to answer or give the feedback to each other.

I told the problem before, but I can’t change; and they change me to be indifferent.




However, Mr. Lin gave me the courage and refills the inner power of me.

I admired that his children have the chances (or luck) to enjoy their own life and are stimulated to have independent lifestyle and goal.

But when he gives the course to us every week, I am cured by his benignity and have more courage to go on.




Moreover, Mr. Lin is my instructor’s teacher.

Flank to speak; he is my grand-teacher. Is it a coincidence to me to take his course?!

By the way, I fixed some errands out for the past two weeks.

Though it was nothing to others, it would come back as before to make me feel comfortable.

More important, it seemed that I got something inside me back to go on.



Brief to the point concerning to my thesis, it may be on its way stably. And I wish it could be worked out by Dec.

2008/10/19

Course 5 - 追逐

你的節奏,難得地打亂了我的步調,

左胸口的下方正產生劇烈的疼痛,

說甚麼快樂做自己,

出非你能先礙著對方,那才叫做「做自己」,

不然只能歸類為配合度很好或是照著做。



這場競爭,從一開始,並不是為了分出勝負而跑,

雖然,每個人都那麼重視結果,so do I,

然後在reunion當中挫挫對彼此的銳氣。



被時間追趕的途中,換了幾個我,

嘗試著調整最好的呼吸和步伐,

似乎快到終點前的第三個轉彎,

全身的細胞強烈著對大腦發出"我要氧氣"的訊息。



流動的空氣、反覆的景色與早晚的冷暖,

交錯的步伐、躍進的夢想和不可知的未來,

沒有白羽神的天賦和自在,

沒有里見犬的堅毅與不悔,

沒有須彌子的縝密和細心。



只是現在已經換到備用第三號,

有點超出了預期的汰換......

時間好像到了,脫離

2008/10/12

Course 4 - 搞笑劇

某人推薦我去接課代,回頭聽間分組找人,



下次問人,原來10除以2會餘1,



如果不是epic存在,我早已被放逐,



請問課代:我沒分到組耶....



(本周是極短篇...)

2008/10/05

Course 3 - 志同道合

什甚麼樣子叫做會「做人」呢?

殷切的待人處事,然後用很多的巧言去獲得歡心。

這點,我可能永遠做不到,

或許是過去經驗中害怕被人讚賞,

開玩笑的誇讚等同於不悅的指責與怒罵,

如果這又是一回「想太多」的章節小說,

書名可以訂為:真正的貼心是多想嗎?



「真正的愛是不求回報」

這種超越理想的我是遙不可及的目標,

因為我相信的好感情來自於互動,

也許過程之間,會有我欣賞你,你卻比較欣賞他;

但如果有心思去相對,

心裡有一點點渴求回報是不道德的嗎?



在你身上我看到可靠肩膀,那是我一身缺乏的特質;

從你的手我感受到力量,那是我一生都不會發芽的枝葉。

我相信自己的缺乏,可以從別人身上互補,

只不過,真的累了,

我會學著不要過問,不要浪費情感。

得之我幸,不得我命。

每一次的建築起來的堅強,

每一次的破壞與毀滅,

每一個孤離與隔絕,

我想信仰的上帝或是老天,

我可以當一次吵鬧的孩子,厚顏的去想邀一些甚麼嗎?

未必成行的丹麥之旅,

我有好多沒說的話,可以不用多做解釋了。



明天開始,全心投入論文還有我的英文與專業;

對了,找一下可以參加高補考。

去爭破頭為自己找一條活路吧!!



你還願意陪我走下去嗎.....?